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On self-harm

I saw some recent pics of Miley Cyrus, supposedly showing that she's into cutting now.
They look legit.
If so, all I can say is I know that feel, bro.
I used to cut myself as well. It's a way to cope with pain and anxiety, I suppose. Like, it gets so bad at some point, you just wanna feel a different sort of pain so that your own anguish won't consume you anymore. It felt...good? I can't explain, tbh.
The worst part is that, even though I stopped cutting (and wish I never had in the first place) you never get over your problems. I mean, I guess at some point you can sorta establish yourself a decent life and get therapy, but anxiety is reaaaally hard to grow out of.
I don't think I'd do it again, though. Sometimes I have felt really bad and I look at the box cutter with greedy eyes, but I couldn't bring myself to do that again. I tried once, and I couldn't go through with it, lol
I'm surprised she showed those marks willy-nilly. To this day, though I have only the scars, I try to wear long sleeves as much as possible.

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